SHAKING MY HEAD

The things people do to me I find amazing. The way I'm treated from the way they treat other. But yet they can't understand why I have a problem. Sometimes I think it's best to just stay away completely just to avoid the drama. I like to talk but I see it's pointless got a lot to say. But I have no real to say it too damn shame. Now I have to act like a bitch which it seems that's the type of people they prefer to deal with. But no I'm not going to go there not worth being someone other then myself. I'm Blessed and God will bring me through this.

CORRECTION

2013 NOTE TO SELF: CHECK MOVIE AGAIN TO MAKE SURE I HAVE A FULL UNDERSTANDING AND REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS ABOUT LOL. GOTTA CHANGE MY STELLA GOT HER GROOVE BACK WORKOUT MOTIVATION LMAO. I'M NOT A COUGAR NOT LOOKING FOR A YOUNGER GUY SMH. GOTTA FIND A NEW WORKOUT MOTIVATION SLOGAN BUT IN THE MEAN TIME STILL GOTTA GET IT IN REGARDLESS.

NEED TO GET MY GROOVE BACK

I'm on this new cause I made it up myself lol. I decided to use revenge as a mental motivator to keep up with working out. The truth more woman are more likely to workout more and get their body in shape if they got dumped. Just to show him what he can't have anymore so I'm using that as a way to get myself motivated to work out more. Since I've entered the entertainment business of music staying fit is a big deal. Not just to look good for the fans but to perform at my best. right now I'm lucky my music has no lyrics lol but my 3rd album will. And I need to have the stamina and the lung capacity to keep up with performing. Now I gotta go workout and see just how much weight I can lose a week at a time wish me luck I need it.

What are some good qualities you like to see in a man?

ME: Honesty, Drive, Ambition, Heart, Respect, Class, Desire, Intelligence, And his own damn Place and Money, Sense of Humor, Compassion, Strength, Godly Values, Intelligence, Understanding, Patient, Kindness, Generous.

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NO NEED TO BE CHILDISH

2013 NOTE TO SELF: NO NEED TO BE CHILDISH AND PETTY JUST STICK TO GOD'S PLAN AND KEEP IT FORWARD MOVING. NOTHING IS EVERY GOING TO CHANGE BUT MYSELF AND HOW MUCH I WILL TOLERATE. I'M BETTER THEN THAT AND I ALWAYS WILL BE. I'M TO GOOD OF A PERSON MY MATCH WILL COME IN TIME RISE ABOVE THE EMOTION. WHAT DOESN'T KILL ME MAKES ME STRONGER BUT IT'S GOING TO HURT LIKE NOTHING I'VE EVER FELT BEFORE.

LOVE, LUST, WANT, CAREFULLY PASSION WILL FIND AND APPRECIATE ME. KEEP MY EYE AND MIND OPEN FOR MY NEXT I'M BLESSED AND SUPPORTED BY GOD

STAY IN YOUR LANE

2013 NOTE TO SELF: STAY IN YOUR LANE IT'S NOT WORTH TRYING TO STICK WITH PEOPLE THAT SHOW YOU YOU DON'T MEAN SHYT TO THEM. AND HOW THEY WILL NEVER RESPECT OR SUPPORT YOU AT WHAT YOU DO OR STRIVING FOR. IF THEY DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU NOW THEY WANT BELIEVE IN YOU LATER. EXCEPT TO RIDE YOUR COATTAIL OR TO BORROW MONEY FROM YOU. SO STICK WITH THOSE THAT WANT TO SEE YOU MAKE IT BECAUSE THEY TRULY BELIEVE YOU WILL. AND BLESS THOSE THAT DO IT HONESTLY.

I AM TO GOOD OF A WOMAN TO BE ALONE

2013 NOTE TO SELF: I AM TO GOOD OF A WOMAN TO BE ALONE. I HAVE TO MANY GOOD QUALITIES TO NOT HAVE A REAL MAN TO SHARE IT WITH. TO NOT HAVE A MAN TO BASK IN MY AMBIENCE IS CRIMINAL. BECAUSE I GET SEXY AS I GOT OLDER AND MORE CREATIVE AND UN-INHIBITED. MY NEXT WILL APPRECIATE A GOOD WOMAN LIKE ME. BECAUSE WHEN MONEY AND MATERIAL ITEMS ARE GONE HE WILL BE ELATED I'M BY HIS SIDE.

Definition of AMBIEN

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: a feeling or mood associated with a particular place, person, or thing : atmosphere

Related to AMBIENCE

Synonyms: air, aura (or ambiance), aroma, atmosphere, climate, flavor, halo, karma, mood, nimbus, note, odor, patina, smell, temper, vibration(s)

Related Words: aureole (or aureola), mystique, romance; genius loci; feel, feeling, sensation, sense, spirit; attribute, character, characteristic, image, mark, notion, peculiarity, picture, property, trait; color, illusion, overtone, semblance, suggestion, tone
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Definition of BASK

intransitive verb
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: to lie or relax in a pleasant warmth or atmosphere
2
: to take pleasure or derive enjoyment <basked in the spotlight>

Synonyms: rest, kick back, loll, lounge, relax, repose

Related Words: bum, goldbrick, hang, hang about [British], hang around, idle, loaf, slack (off), veg out

Near Antonyms: drudge, grub, hump, hustle, labor, moil, peg (away), plod, plow, plug, slave, slog, strain, strive, struggle, sweat, toil, travail, work; exercise, work out
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Definition of UNINHIBITED

: free from inhibition <uninhibited exuberance>; also : boisterously informal <a festive uninhibited party>

Synonyms: effusive, emotional, touchy-feely, demonstrative, unreserved, unrestrained
Antonyms: inhibited, reserved, restrained, undemonstrative, unemotional

Related Words: dramatic, histrionic, hyperemotional, melodramatic, theatrical (also theatric); gushing, gushy, maudlin, mawkish, mushy, schmaltzy, sentimental; communicative, expansive; extroverted (also extraverted), outgoing; affectionate, feeling, intense, loving, passionate, sensitive, soulful, warm; blunt, candid, frank, outspoken, plain

Near Antonyms: constrained; quiet, reticent, silent, taciturn; bashful, modest, retiring, shy; introverted, self-directed; aloof, detached, dispassionate, emotionless, impassive, indifferent, phlegmatic, stolid, unconcerned, unfeeling; chilly, cold, frigid, glacial, hard-boiled, hard-edged, hard-hearted, icy, unfriendly
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Definition of ELATED

: marked by high spirits : exultant

Synonyms: ecstatic, elevated, enrapt, enraptured, entranced, euphoric, exhilarated, giddy, heady, intoxicated, rapt, rapturous, rhapsodic (also rhapsodical)

Antonyms: depressed

Related Words: enchanted, exultant, glorying, jubilant, rejoicing, triumphant; enthusiastic, excited, gung ho, thrilled; blissed-out, blissful, delighted, glad, gratified, happy, joyful, joyous, pleased, satisfied, tickled

Near Antonyms: blue, brokenhearted, crestfallen, dejected, despondent, disconsolate, disheartened, doleful, down, downcast, downhearted, forlorn, gloomy, glum, hangdog, heartbroken, heartsick, heartsore, inconsolable, joyless, low, low-spirited, melancholy, miserable, mournful, sad, saddened, sorrowful, sorry, unhappy, woebegone, woeful, wretched